Ad Nauseum

Jack’s Mannequin.  In particular, a song called The Resolution:

There’s a lot that I don’t know
There’s a lot that I’m still learning
But I think I’m letting go
To find my body is still burning
And you hold me down
And you got me living in the past
Come on and pick me up
Somebody clear the wreckage from the blast

And I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
I just need light
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution

And the bars are finally closed
So I try living in the moment
‘Til the moment it just froze
And I felt sick and so alone
I can hear the sound
Of your voice still ringing in my ear
I’m going underground
But you’ll find me anywhere I feel

That I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
I just need light
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution

You hold me down
You hold me down
I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness

I’m alive
And I don’t need a witness
To know that I survived
I’m not looking for forgiveness
I just need light
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution
I need light in the dark as I search for the resolution
I need light, I need light

Yeah, that last attempt didn’t quite work.  Here I am re-inventing myself and re-committing myself to all things blog yet again.  Maybe this time it will stick.  For anyone left reading, my humble thanks for your interest.  I’ll do my best to not disappoint.

Life has just been nuts these last few months.  Work is crazy, but wonderful.  I’ve gotten to travel a bit and catch up with some old friends in the process, which has been a blessing.  I’ve also been coming to some realizations (some forced, some by soul-searching) about my life in general, which I will share with you in the coming days.  Not tonight though, it’s 1:20 AM and I need to sleep.  Realization #1: I need to get on a more regular sleep schedule.  I suppose drink coffee at 7:30 PM doesn’t really facilitate sleepiness at reasonable hours.  Oh well.  Off to insomnia I go.  More tomorrow night.